Drowning the sorrows(Rinae)

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His brothers disappearance haunted him to this day. 9 years ago his brother vanished. Here one day, gone the next. Jonah's parent's never found out what happened to him. Jonah went on a spree of drinking and sleeping around. He hated what he did to his brother and felt guilty about it. This was one of those nights, 16 years ago, Jonah walked into the bar and ordered the drink. This was gonna be a rough night because this particular bartender didn't like Jonah that much.

Ever since he got into that fight a few weeks back, this bartender hated him, though as long as he didn't cause trouble, he would not get thrown out of the bar. He sat at the bar sipping his drinking, trying everything he could to forget about his worries. He swung around and began scanning the room. He needed a release and he knew of what kind. It was how he coped. He really didn't see much that interested in and returned to his drink.

The night was still young, so he wasn't gonna rush into the first women he saw, he could be selective at this point in the night. Later on in the night if he struck out a few times he might have to take what he can get. He felt someone sit next to him and looked over the person. She was gorgeous and just whom he was looking for tonight. "Hello, how are you tonight?" He asked her, he never really used lines, he was to casual for that and in his experience found that they never really worked out. The women scoffed at him and moved to the other side of the bar. Strike one. No big deal he would just enjoy his drink.

[Rinae Bathsheba Renalt]

ONE PUSH IS ALL YOU'LL NEED
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Tag: Jonah Words: 366 Lyrics: Diamond Eyes - Shinedown
Outfit: outfit here [/urlNotes: notes here
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Rinae had a week until she would be married. She still wasn't sure how she felt about it as of yet. She had to admit, she was a bit scared. She had never met her fiance and she had never wanted to be one of those girls who did everything her parents expected. Somehow letting them down was not an option because it was the only way to get what she wanted.


She was still young, even though she had lived for some time now, and she knew what she wanted. She knew who she wanted to be and who she was at that moment. She knew this was the only way but she wondered if it would really make her happy. She thought about talking to her parents but she knew that was no use and she didn't want to lose them. Anyway, she admitted that going to a bar in the city was the last place she should be right now. She walked in and sat down at the bar.

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Jonah tried to think about last time he went out looking for a good time. It was so easy that night for some reason, he found someone who was looking for the same thing that he was looking for quite quickly, which was rare. He couldn't remember her name.

That was his memory for you. Half the time he didn't remember what he had for lunch let alone a girl he had a one night stand with a few days ago. It was probably due to his excessive drinking, and if he were to stop he might remember stuff a lot better.

Jonah had finished his first drink and ordered a new one for himself. Waiting for his drink he decided to look over to his left and spotted a women sitting there. She seemed a little worried, maybe even scared of something. Jonah smiled at her.

"Let me buy you a drink while you tell me whats wrong." Jonah said to her, turning on his charm, he was sure whatever was wrong in her life he could fix if given the time. She was good looking, so surely it couldn't be guy problems.

"I don't bite, I promise." Jonah added with a chuckle. He didn't realize right away what she was and it wouldn't be till later that he would find out that, that joke was in bad taste. "Names Jonah by the way, whats yours?" He asked her with a smile. She really was the most beautiful girl he had seen in awhile.

[Rinae Bathsheba Renalt]

ONE PUSH IS ALL YOU'LL NEED
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Tag: Jonah Words: 460 Lyrics: Diamond Eyes - Shinedown
Outfit: outfit here [/urlNotes: notes here
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For once Rinae was glad to be around countless people she didn't know. None of them seemed to be afraid of her so they obviously didn't know what she was, which she was thankful for. The last thing she needed was for someone to overreact and start something. She couldn't afford for anyone to find out where she was or what she was doing here. She honestly didn't know why she was there. She hadn't drank in a while because she was so busy training. Her whole life had changed. She had been wild when she was younger and now it seemed silly to her. She had responsibilities and qualifications to be met.

Of course, this week was all about her. She had gone away because she needed to find something. She wanted to know if she could be the person that everyone wanted her to be, that they expected. She didn't even know if she wanted to be that person or if she was doing what her father expected. She ordered a drink, not sure what to get. She told the barkeep to surprise her and looked around. She was actually happy to get away for once. She noticed the man sitting beside her. He was handsome but not a vampire. She tried reading his mind but he seemed to be blocking her or there was nothing there. She smiled at him, not willing to start a conversation she focused on the drink the barkeep had placed in front of her. She wasn't one to start deliberately talking to strangers.

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Jonah was a little put off that she didn't seem to want to talk to him. He watched as she didn't let him buy her a drink and ordered one herself. Some women Jonah would just walk away from, others were harder for him to do that. She was one of these women. He moved closer to her looking at the drink she got. "Are you sure you want to drink that? How bout a real drink?" Jonah asked her, the bartender got her some fruity little drink.

"Get the women a shot." Jonah said with a smile. He wasn't really gonna give up that easily. "So, my name is Jonah, you seem sad." He tried again, though he knew this was gonna be one hell of a fight to get her to talk to him. "I swear I am an ok guy, an alcoholic, but a good guy. If you need someone to talk to, I will gladly listen." Jonah added. Yes, he would gladly listen among other things, if she allowed him to that was. Jonah would never force himself on someone like that.

[Rinae Bathsheba Renalt]

ONE PUSH IS ALL YOU'LL NEED
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Tag: Jonah Words: 534 Lyrics: Diamond Eyes - Shinedown
Outfit: outfit here [/urlNotes: He has nice dimples
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It wasn't that she didn't want to talk to the incredibly handsome stranger, she just didn't know how to behave. This place was different than anywhere else she had ever been. It wasn't that she'd never been to a bar before, she just didn't do this on a normal basis and it was odd for her. She found herself wanting to speak but the words wouldn't come out of her mouth. This wasn't normal for her. She usually kept to herself but she opened up sometimes and sometimes she just couldn't find the words. She hadn't had good luck with men in the past, especially men she met in a place like this, but she'd never been one to be shy around men. She looked down at her glass when he said something about her drink. Of course the bartender had given her a fruity drink like most women liked to order. Rinae was different than most women. She was in a class all her own.

She smiled when he told the barkeep to give her a shot because that was exactly what she was thinking when she saw what he'd given her. The vampire inside her wanted to throw it in his face and demand another drink but she wasn't one to act carelessly. He seemed like a perfectly nice guy, for a drunk, and she decided that she would give in to her impulsiveness tonight. After all, when she was married so much would be expected of her and she deserved to have some fun before that happened. She couldn't tell him that she was betrothed though because then he would probably never talk to her again. She was amazed at how nice the guy was being, even if he was just trying to get her to go home with him. "Okay, Jonah," she said with a smile, "We can talk. What do you want to talk about?"

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This girl was a tough one to get to talk. She didn't move away from him which was a clear sign to Jonah that women in general didn't want to talk to him, she just sat there pretty much ignoring him.

Though this upset Jonah, he would much rather prefer her to show him that she wasn't interested in talking to him then to let him waste his time, but still, so long as she didn't act like she was not interested, he would gladly continue to try.

The bartender finally set down the two shot glasses in front of them and filled them up with whisky. Jonah looked down at the two glasses. He decided not to share with the women until she at least spoke to him first.

Jonah smiled at her when she finally spoke to him. "You see, was that so hard?" Jonah asked her with a chuckle. He handed her the shot that the bartender finally gave them. He thought for a second what to talk about.

"For starters, whats your name?" Jonah asked her, he realized she still didn't tell him her name. She knew his name so it was only fair that she told him her name as well. "Then we will go from there, like why a pretty girl like yourself is in this kinda place for?" Jonah asked her with a grin.

[Rinae Bathsheba Renalt]

She couldn't go back now, as much as she should have. She didn't intend for anything to happen. After all, she was usually an honorable person and didn't break rules. She made an exception. She liked this guy and she'd never met her husband-to-be, she was afraid. She knew this was not the answer. In the end, she would do the honorable thing and get married. She always did what was expected of her, even if she was uncertain.

"I suppose not," she mused, although she was still unsure whether she should be talking to him. Let alone having a drink with him and possibly losing control. She wasn't a girl who lost control very often. She had a week to discover what it was all about. She smiled at him, taking the shot glass that he handed her. She lightly touched his fingers as she took it from him. She downed the shot and took a deep breath. "I'm Rinae," she said with a smile, thinking about the second question he had asked her. He might not want to have drinks with her if he knew she was spoken for, though she knew she had to tell him at one point or another. "Expectations, I don't think I want to be who I'm expected to be," she said with a sigh, it wasn't a lie after all.